love my life

No more wishing-Hayley Taylor

 wake up,
i'm trying to show you
i wanna come clean
you mean more than you should mean
but i'm willing to be
the one that you put on a pedestal
the one that you see in your dreams
the one that you hide your true self from
the one you want to please
and i know that it's wrong to want something
so false and so fake
it's not that i want to fix you
i just want to get my way
cause you're the one that i put on a pedestal
the one that i gave my whole heart to
the one who makes me believe
i want a love that's side by side
i want a love that holds me tight
i want a love that feels like a dream
but when I wake up, he's still there with me
so put me up on a pedestal
give me everything i need
but give it to me so completely
that there will be no more wishing
no more wishing
No more wishing
no more wishing

这个博客 弃置了许久 因为我忘了我是用那个名字注册的 囧 = =

后来是怎么想起注册名我现在也忘了

所以“忘”是最近的关键词。

但其实记得的还是很多，没事翻翻电脑里的照片，会惊叹自己原来做过那么多的事，去过那么多地方了呀

时间真的过得好快好快，快到一分一秒是怎么被挥霍都无从得知。

上一篇日志已经是2010年5月5日的了，而现在是2011年10月15，这一年多的时间对我的改变，恐怕只有我自己才能深刻体会到。还有那些在我生命中匆匆走过的身影，那些一起做过的事，说过的悄悄话，都只能变成片段，然后储存下来，但是梦境也是可怕的东西，有些梦境太真实太深刻，太符合我内心的渴望，于是最后，会有似真似假的片段出现，唯有那些用心记住的人和事，是无法剥夺改无法被篡改的。

这首歌出现在 HOW I MET YOU MOTHER 的某一季中，总之就是那种一响起旋律，感情就可以喷涌而出的歌。而我听着这首歌，默默思考。